| Of all the times you said those words, I would laugh -only because I knew you were only joking.....
But today, those words felt like they really had meaning. I just didn't know...I really didn't know. You really surprised me.... eh you're always my favorite just know that ;) You're my other half....my twin! except you have a penis and balls and I don't. haha :)
But don't go away...you know things would be different between us if ... yeah.
<3 Mister Teddy
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| Ryan Tedder (I LOVE THIS PICTURE)
Mr. Canadian (Oogly - hahahah)
Close enough. =)
And oh... My GF gave me this... <3 Stupid Canadian stole it for his icon.
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| One Republic CD is amazing ^_^. I bought it today. The lead singer is hawt, even though I still don't know his name. He does remind me of Mr. Canadian after he pointed it out to me, @_@. Except, I think Mr. Canadian has a bigger face....haha.
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| I had one of those nightmares again....it's the same dream where I feel paralyzed and I'm trying to fight off this "thing" which I can't see. This thing...it has control of my body, it's able to move me in ways I feel uncomfortable. The way dream starts and ends is always the same. But today, it was a little different. Instead of the gentle pull/drag from my bed...it actually shoved me off the bed where my face felt the carpet...at this moment I was convinced I was on the floor. It felt so fucking real, I was so scared. I immediately snapped out the dream and realized that I was still on my bed. I felt relieved, yet frightened at the same time. Now I'm wondering what I said in my dream differently made this "thing" angry.... This was the first time I said "I had control of my body." I thought saying this would make it realize that my body was mine...and would stop and I would find myself awake.
Sighs.
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| "Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me?"
"Goddddddd!!!!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery"
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